I watch it all unfold
right before my eyes.
The world is so beautiful
and ugly at the exact same time.
It’s being born
but never feeling alive.
Just like being a good fuck
but scared of making love.
I will be high
because it eases the chaos
sustains my need
to be
beautiful and ugly
at the exact same time.
You may not understand how
that is possible.
But it is!