She plays Jack Johnson as she does her makeup. I am laying on the couch. She said she cries randomly sometimes. It makes me sad for different reasons. The first being that she is such an amazing person and she shouldn’t have to cry. The other is because I wish I could cry sometimes. Just because I think I would like to express on the outside what is bottled up inside of me. So, ill just lay here and listen to music and smile like I mean it.